5/8/06

// feeling :: irritated & happy
// prayer for :: tmr's anniversary service, tmr's FOP, Sis Cat's health

I'm pretty irritated with myself right now.

I felt like a TV show: Living a day in the life of a . . . *fill in the blanks* mute.

Why in the world am I such a weakling? First, I had a fever. When the fever went down, I had a very headache. After it subsided, I got a tremendously bad sore throat. Then I had a cough during FOP. The next day, which is today, I lost my voice. And right now I cant even talk.

Seriously, is losing your voice fun? Because when I talked to my beloved sister, she juz made fun of the way I spoke everytime I finished a sentence. Is it that funny to make fun when other people are suffering, and you dun even bother to do anything to help me?

How am I expected to sing praise and worship tomorrow? First time at FOP, first time at church anniversary, and this has to happen. I'm really super irritated.

Its not much fun talking to people knowing that they cant understand you. Thats why I thank Belle and Lamb for being patient with me.

Daniel accepted our invitation to come tomorrow, which I think is a reason for thanksgiving. I look forward to seeing him tmr.

I'm not "allowed" to go for service next Saturday, which is one session of the marriage series. Mdm Lim said we gotta stay back till 5-6pm. I duno how am I going to explain to Sis Cat abt this in my current situation. Am I really doing the right thing right now?

Stop making fun of my voice. I'm upset enough as it is.